Health Update February 21, 2015

February 21, 2015

Health Update

The last several months have been fairly stable. So there is not much critical to update about. I have been feeling pretty good. I started chemo just a year ago on February 21, 2014.

• Chemo was delayed from January 24^th, as I had congestion, and laryngitis, so took antibiotics.
• Had chemo on February 13 and January 31
• PET Scan Scheduled on Monday, Feb 23^rd, 10 am (Previous was in May 2014)
• Next Chemo is Friday, February 27. This will be my 20^th chemo treatment. I will get results of PET scan at that time.
• Fortunately no mouth sores so far his round.
• Very dumbfounded and incredibly sad about sudden death of my younger cousin, Dedra Chinn. She was just 62 years old. She went into the hospital on January 13^th, and was diagnosed with Anaplastic Lymphoma. She died on February 16^th and the funeral was yesterday (February 20^th).
• The rest of the update will be on my blog. I thought I would reflect on what it means when I say I am doing pretty good. It really has a lot to do with adjusting to the New Normal. If you are interested in what I experience when I am doing “pretty good.”  That blog is below.

Note: Donations to Partners in Hope amount to about $1200. Thanks to all.

What "doing pretty good" means. The New Normal

Doing Pretty Good: The New Normal

I am not putting this together to get sympathy but hopefully for you to understand what may be happening when other people going through chemo treatment say they are doing “pretty good” or “Not bad.” These are my reflections, others I am sure are different.

Many people ask me how I am doing. Unless something drastic is going on I say something like “I'm doing pretty good.”

So when I say things are going fairly well...here is what is happening as the “new normal.”

• Feet and toes. My feet are very sensitive, especially the toes. Hurts doing nothing, hurts a lot more walking, so try not to do much at once. Other times I just say, “what the hell” and deal with the pain. Use wheel chair or electric cart if going very far. At the same time there is a great deal of numbness in my feet.(pain and numbness-strange bedfellows). When I wake up in the morning, it feels like I have thick callouses on the bottom of my feet. Feels like cardboard attached, even though the skin of my feet are soft.
• Hands and fingers. Pain a great deal of the time. Hurts to type but I keep doing it Although learning to do a lot with voice activation on computer and smart phone. Then just have to edit it. Even fun to see what it thinks I said!!
• Sensitivity to cold. Mostly fingers and hands. Hard to get gloves that are warm enough in this weather. Worse beginning from chemo treatment day, diminishes slightly over time. Wear gloves a great deal of the time. Essential to get things out of the freezer. Forget gloves...grab it and stick it under my arm until I can put it down safely.
• Coordination is poor. I have fallen several times and been lucky many more times as there was something nearby for me to grab on or fall against. Use a handrail to get into shower/tub. Joyce won't let me drive, for some reason she wants to get there safely. I don't argue much although it is hard to give all the work of driving to Joyce. (To be fair she does let me turn the car around in the driveway!!)
• Skin breakdown. My skin is much thinner, so more likely to scrape myself and have no idea how I did it.
• Hands. I have cracks on my palm side of hands. Fighting cracks almost constantly, especially below first joint of each thumb, and at other joints as well. The best treatment is “Bag Balm.” Works better and lasts longer than the best of lotions. I also use it to keep bottom of feet from cracking. I've used 10 times more bag balm this year than the previous 67 years total. However, I highly recommend it. Oncologist recommended. Dr. Lavelle's dad was a vet for 65 years.
• Use of hands. Have to use opener on jars, 2 liter bottles, etc. Hurts to open plastic lids on plastic containers such as cottage cheese, tupperware, plastic shoe boxes, lids to totes, etc. Hurts to open the non-safety caps on pills. Kills my fingers. There is pain carrying almost anything without wearing gloves. Amazing how many things have what feel like “sharp edges.” Tried to carry a not so heavy banker's box, and the pain when I grabbed the hand-hold area was incredible. Made a mad dash for the gloves. I have about 20 pair of gloves stashed around the house.
• Finger nails. Constantly breaking and cracking as they are thin.
• Toe nails Essentially lost large toenail on each foot, but hurts less since podiatrist treated and trimmed. After chemo a lot of redness on first and second toe.
• Hair loss Lost about 90% initially, but growing back quite a bit. More curly than before, says Joyce.
• Nose. I have used a year's supply of Kleenex each month. Nose starts dripping “out of the blue.” Almost always when I eat. Every time I blow my nose, it is bloody. Fortunately does not continue bleeding, just the new normal. Unfortunately, this creates a cycle of a build up of blood clots in my nose, which blocks breathing.
• Nasal passages are very dry and “crusty.” (chemo treatment attacks fast growing cancer cells. However, cells in mouth and nasal passages are fast growing, so they are damaged as well.) Lots and lots of saline spray. I use humidifiers. Visiting nurse recently recommended K-Y Jelly applied with a Q-tip. It works, but I can think of more enjoyable uses for K-Y.
• Mouth Sores. There is a high risk of severe mouth sores. They were terrible in the early months of treatment. Have learned to be more aggressive with preventive treatment. Rinse my mouth 6-8 times a day, almost every day, with a salt and baking soda combination. Last few cycles have had only small canker sores between lip and teeth. A friend whose husband is a dentist recommended s great pain killing and healing paste.** (Thanks, Judy..Joyce and I played cupid with Judy and Gary about 30 years ago)
• Sensory feedback As it is diminished I can be drooling and not have any sensation of it happening. Point it out to me, please. Joyce does!!!
• Tiredness is my constant companion, but varies. I find that I am tired whether I do or don't do much. Sleep more than usual.

**It is sold under brand name of Oralone Dental Paste- Rx required. It adheres to the sore, and gives me 8-12 hours of relief. Amazing stuff. Oncology doctor, NP, and nurses not familiar with it, so I am constantly promoting it.